I feel the heartache raising.

There is;

Alot of things to conquer, overcome, digest, adjust, accommodate, endure.

Always tend to ask is all these too much for me? I always believe I can, I can do it, I can handle, I can solve.
But I always forgot;

I'm 18.

Keep moving.

Last 5 days;

Read my title again. Yes, last 5 days.

Finally, my torturous path of working in this sickening company gonna end like just 5 days.

This turtle keep wanting us to stay, hey hello, you treat us like dog, still want us to stay? You mad.

Slap your face first, maybe I'll consider.

Here she come, with all her ridiculous nonsense, again.

Seriously can't stand her, that's why I'm sitting down.

Lol k crap.

Bye folks.

Tuesday the 20th;

Should really slap myself for complaining so much.
I need to do more for her, much more.

I know B is there for me, always.
But I keep having the feeling of breaking down.

Fuck it.

Heart on fire;

It's pretty awesome that I finally got rid of the feeling of exhaustion in me for the past 6 days.

Spending time with Baby is always the priority.

No matter where you go, as long as we're together, nothing else matter. :)

So ya, my B went into ICA and well, he takes pride and I'm proud of him.

2 weeks more and I'm leaving this company, yesyesyes.

Maybe it's time for me to upgrade myself, to be a better daughter and a better girlfriend.

Await for my result with excitements please. Heh.

Xoxo

Ok can;

True much;

Tenth March;

Today.

Okaayyy, so how should I start.

So many things happened recently. I guess B and me are quite exhausted uh.
Hope everything will goes smoothly for B and B's mum *prays*

B and I had a great chat at Khoo Teck Puat Hospital today. Really feel so blessed to have him around with me. His words are so powerful; it really got deep down to my heart.

Things are getting more and more challenging. But Honey, we will pull through it all, together. Love you B!

Got to wait for B's call. Might need to head out again later.

xoxo

#1;

So what is this commotions about?

When you smile,

My heart melts.

It's Thursday. Oh yes.

Nightmare;

Read my title again.

Yes, nightmaaaaare.

I forget what dream did I dreamt about, but it's kinda scary.

Woke up with fear and look around as if I can find B beside me. Miss him though.

B's ICA courses starting next week! B have been waiting for this.

Please kindly DON'T let him see you holding bubblegum on your hand uh.

& Imma gonna stay home kiao-ka enjoy life, err maybe not at home.

House is in a mess. And I don't freaking like it.

Give me some solutions.

Dream;

Of someone special. & woke up with a smile.

You da one.

I;

Wish for nothing but the best for you.

It's March;

Can't wait for the day where I just slack my day off with Latte & storybook with me.

So,

Fragile Monday;

Woke up missing that particular person who hug and kiss me goodbye last night.

Bathed and stroke the little furry creature who keep leaning against my legs and refuse to go.

Dragged my feet out of the house and ya, that's how Monday starts.

Grabbed Starbucks' Green Tea Latte with me and here comes the intruder; Rain.

Stepped in the office, drenched. As if I showered and forget to dry with towel.

Monday is always the dreadful one, hor.

4 more days. Just 4. Oh come on darling.

Old times

有时候我怀念以前的我。

Saturday,

Oh yea.

Life

is too ironic to understand.
It takes sadness to cherish happiness, noise to appreciate silence, and absence to value presence.

True much.